an unlived life

a thousand things i want to say. a million feelings i want to convey, hundreds of lives i want to live, to experience, to enjoy. I want to feel the pain of love, the joy of love... why can i only find myself in another person? I thought i was strong... but all im doing is sitting here waiting for prince charming. i guess disney fairy tales only come true if youre pretty,and  have money/a title. the rest of us... i just dont know where to go.is a life really lived if all the expressions within us are never fully let out? if we dont get to do everything the world allows.... i guess the world would be a mess wouldnt it. but there has to be a middle ground...i just cant stay like this forever.