Going out partying this weekend... we'll see where that leaves me on Monday. alchy-alch is like cocaine for me, I feel really good while drunk but in the days afterwards, I really feel the loss in brain cells and fell kinda shitty again, which makes me want to drink and feel good... I had really gotten out of this cycle, sober for 4 months minus some woodchucks with my mom, so do I really wanna start up again. I'm on a role with this whole self-discovery shit and maybe I shouldn't give it up now. For me, things really are black or white. Either I party, have friends, mess around, or I spend time on my own and with my family, doing school work and thinking about my life. Gotta find that grey area...
-Summer
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