Scaring Myself

Sometimes I scare myself, I do things I don't understand. Now for exaple. It's 4:40am and I just woke up craving a poptart, so I got up and felt totally high or something, and now im on tumblr and 9gag and doing nothing. and jsut now, i was looking at my stickies, and i found this: box with red angry inside, sickly sweet outside. What the hell is thatand where did it come from? I have literally no recollection of it. It gets me thinking about my medication, is it really the right thing for me? IM lazy, tired, forgetful. This is so idiotic. I need sleep.